The other night I went to bed probably feeling the most exhausted I have felt in a really long time. Not only was my body physically exhausted, my mind just wanted to shut down. I didn’t even have the energy to sit and enjoy a tv show after the kids went down because I was that tired. So I laid in bed and thought about my day. Sadly I was so tired I didn’t even remember any moments of my day that I just stayed present and enjoyed. This was a pretty crappy feeling and even though I got so much done that day, I felt so guilty that I couldn’t even remember the joyful moments I had with my kids.
I find myself feeling like this pretty often with both my husband and I working full time and having and 1 and 4 year old and I realized I had two choices: To sit here and be exhausted and tired every night and not enjoy my life with the kids because I am too busy trying to prepare for the next thing happening or come to the realization that
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